The Thing You're Most Afraid Of

Woops :) There i go.... Forgot to post yesterdays... so two posts in one day. Can you say Yipee?  I knew that would happen? Lol...

Day 7, Tuesday: The thing(s) you're most afraid of 

There are alot of things that i am afraid of Persay.... typical things like Spiders, Snakes & heights. Most people have those types of fears, so i guess its normal :) There is never something quite right about women who like snakes. Haha I could NEVER understand that, no matter how much i try! :)

I would have to say though the thing that i am most afraid of is: 

 losing those that i love the most

To think of living life without those i love the most around me. My husband, My Son, and family members, friends... those people that have made my life better just for being in it. Life sometimes throws us some curve balls sometimes, Things that arent suppose to happen, and unfortunately we have no control over these things. Most of you know by now that i am going to have to face my fear soon, by losing my Dad to Brain Cancer. It has been a very long almost 8 months now since we found out about Dads Brain Tumour, watching him fade away from us, not knowing one day from the next, and what is happening. The Lord has been good to him through it all, and suprisingly he is not suffering as bad as what the Drs say people can with this condition. I have done some growing i thought i wouldn't do until i got much older. The Lord has taught me so much, through suffering of the heart.
I don't want to face that fear, and the thing that i am most afraid of coming true... but life is like that. We don't get to pick and choose. We must go through hard times and trials. Trials help us grow stronger. Even if at the time we don't see how.